Starting Today

Today is the day it shall begin, or at least when I start to write s*$# down. For me life is all about new beginnings, fresh starts, the change of seasons and always, always, always the faith that things will work out. 

For a long time I knew I had the characteristics of a homebody, a nester and in a lot of ways - a loner. Even though one of my more dominant characteristics is anxiousness - the fear of failure, letting myself and others down, and always a little help from natures nectar I never allowed that fear rule my world (even though it's sometimes feels debilitating). Don't get me wrong, I have failed at plenty. I also work very hard at the things that matter to me and for the things I want.

Finding a space of my own on earth was high on my list. I am a person that needs roots to feel like life's chaos can be controlled - or at the very least shut out. Buying a home was the ultimate goal for me, and in March of 2016 - it began yet another new beginning, fresh start, change in season with the always-ever-after faith that things will work out exactly as they should as long as I'm loving, and learning and living.